So yeah this is one of those twenty five things. I am behind, but who cares?

1.) I guess I'll start with my name. It's Janna Alane (a-lane) Pruiett and I absolutely hate it. I don't know why, but I just do. I don't like my first name. The middle name is okay, its sort of like my moms. My auntie actually thought of my name and I love her for it. It's just bleh to me. At first it was an awesome name but it's tiring after people call me Jana, Ja-nah, and all this other stuff they get from Janna. It's said how its spelt, Jan-na.

2.) I think long and hard about stuff. Well not on tests, psh. I mean on stuff at home and everything in general. I mean on drama, situations that have happened in my life, two best friends, etc. It's sort of weird. But I just do it sometimes without even thinking. I try to look at things from more than one or two sides. I don't know why, I just do.

3.) I am tired of people telling me who I am. I just realized, but people tell me who I am all the time. They tell me how I am quiet, how nice I am. But really everything they say is like another me. I am quiet at times, but most of the time I am not. I am nice sometimes, but ninety-five percent of the time I am ME. It's a little frustrating when people tell me who I am, and I just want to stop talking to them. But I don't. Oh the biggest thing I am tired of people saying is how I get pissed. Because really nobody actually knows how I act. They just see this way I act at school and imagine its me, but buddy your wrong.

4.) Poems. Poems are a good thing about my life. They are like an escape. An escape from everything happening in my life and they make me feel better. I seem to forget everything and I can't force myself to write them. I can be sitting somewhere and think of some words and I'll pull my notebook out and start writing them down and coming up with a poem. I am convinced that my poems suck, though. I only think I have like four good poems. And sometimes once I post poems I am like 'Ew that one sucks.'

5.) Me. Thats a major thing. I can't tell you who I am. I can say my name, but still. I am sort of finding myself right now. It seems sort of strange, I know. But it's the truth. It's feels like I was sleeping beauty(minus the beauty part) and for the past couple of years I was asleep. Until finally somebody woke me up and then they left and now I am waking up again. But the weird thing is, I don't know who I am.

6.) My major F's. Friends, Family and Food. I love to eat!! Yes, indeed. I eat way more than I am suppose to but I don't gain weight or anything. But anyways. My friends and family are my life. Without them I'd be nothing. With them it seems like I am everything. My parents, annoying at times but loving, are like my roots. They keep me planted in the ground and help me grow. My friends are like blossoms coming out. They add to my beauty. I actually like the way I put my friends and family together.

7.) Mature. I like when people say I am mature, lately not that many people have. But I like it because I am not mature. I am far from mature. I am very immature. But when people say I am mature, I don't know, it just makes me feel like I am even though I know I am really not. My brothers could vouch for me on that. But I think I am more mature than I was awhile back. I have grown a lot actually.

8.) Down. I seem to let everyone down. People think I am this child wonder that can do so much, when in reality I can do so little. Then when people actually figure out how much I have let them down they say my flaws and it hurts. But I should have known from the start. I am no superwoman. But what they say, really breaks my heart. I can only do my best and when I do I give 100%.

9.)Best friend. So everyone has a best friend or everyone needs one. Well I don't actually need one, or maybe I'm saying that because I don't have one. My friends are gone. Morgan Road and Spirit Creek. There is a thing called a phone. Yeah, I have called them but its not the same conversations. Its whats going on at Spirit Creek or Morgan Road and I find myself can't waiting to hang up the phone. Davidson is okay, I have to admit. I have 'friends' there, I guess. I just don't have a best friend and thats okay with me.

10.) Another thing I don't see is me fitting in. Yeah, I notice a lot of things. There are different people in my grade. I love them all, except for those ones I can't stand. But still, they are my grade. Sometimes I can be happy with my friends and then something hits me, something I don't understand. So I sit there and think. And the only thing on my mind, is about how I don't fit in. It's sort of weird and crazy. But it just hits me and then the next moment I am trying to smile and act happy for my friends.

11.) This is my favorite number. I am getting off topic. Janna's Friend Wall. So Janna's friend wall is in my room and it's not even finished yet. It only has one thing on it, had two but thats another story. The thing on it is a card from Steph. Casnae from Christmas time. My friend wall is basically when friends give me stuff I will hang them up in my wall, I am going to start. I need to make the letters 'Janna's Friend Wall' or get somebody else to that can actually draw/write well, unlike me! It's a work in progress that should be done by the end of Feb., yup yup. I'll take pictures then.

12.) Rainbows make my world go round. Really they do. I don't have a favorite color, but if you ever ask I will say rainbow. I don't know but I just can't choose a favorite color. A long time ago yellow was my all time favorite color. But now I like rainbows better. Someone said that means I have a diverse personality and I just wondered if ya could figure this all out from someone favorite color?

13.) I love teddy bears. I think I will start collecting them.My favorite kind of bears are polar bears and the classic brown bear. There is something about bears that makes me like them. Oh oh oh did I mention I like panda bears, too? They are so cuddly, and cute and evil! It's like 'yeah I am cute and cuddly but I can kill you.' Nice thought, I know.

14.)  I notice wayy to many things. Like whose best friends with who, who they hang out with when there best friends are gone, etc. No I am not a stalker. It's just that makes it easier for me to help people when they are down. Sometimes though I notice how mean people can be and sometimes how crazy they can be. It's sort of like a sixth sense of mine. I notice the fake, etc.

15.) Losing. I have lost a lot of people, it's not even funny. I was mostly the blame. But it still hurts and I can't act like nothing ever happened, even if they can. I can't even write anymore about this except that I am sorry for everything and how everything turned out. Some say maybe they weren't worth it and sometimes I just think I was 'some 6th grader'.

16.) I have to put my mommy in here just 'cause she is so funny.
"Elaine stop smacking!"  (Her first name is Janice, we have the same initials!)
"Well sh*t, I am going to enjoy my pickle"
-Dad and Mom.
My mom is just, a word can't describe her. She is sooooooo funny. She can make me laugh even when I want to be upset. She can be frustrating at times but still. I love her!! <3

17.) Well.... I love poptarts. My favorite kinds are strawberry, blueberry and the Cinnamon kind. Poptarts are my favorite snack, even though I haven't eaten them in awhile. They are awesome! I think I should so buy some. But they are the best!

18.) Well I must admit I am one of those people who keeps things to themselves. I don't know why but I have trust issues. Wait, thats a lie. In the past I have told people stuff and then they share it with other people, and in the present. So I am most likely not going to tell you anything important and if I do I will instantly regret it. It's like that with anyone. So you shouldn't feel offended. It's just tiring having people go behind my back and do all of this sneaky stuff. So I more than likely will keep stuff to myself and if I tell you something, then your super lucky, and I mean that.

19.) I don't know why but I also have this feeling. It's like my brain sees everything like this and it sucks. All of my 'friends', its like they don't need me. They have other people and I'm just another person. It's like these people have these group of friends and my name is nowhere to be found. Even if I try to stop these stops and tell myself I am just putting me down and being paranoid I can't stop thinking them. Maybe because I know deep down somewhere its true.

20.) Out. I get freaking excited when people invite me somewhere with them. But seriously got to know in advance. It gives me something to do and be happy about if only for awhile. Most of my weekends consist of going to choir practice and then church, and there is no fun there. If you plan stuff with me a few days in advance then my parents don't have a reason to say no. I've actually been good in '09. In '08 every weekend there were different events people wanted me to go to. This year its been pretty chill and relaxed and if I ask to go to the movies, like I am planning on soon, I can always pull the 'But I haven't went anywhere in a while with friends.' trick.

21.) Travel. I like to travel. Augusta is freaking boring. My dad has eleven siblings, including himself, and they live in different places. So there is always someplace to go and things to see. It's fun especially going to Cali and Washington. Were planning to go to Greece next, not really but its an inside operation, haha. Being anywhere than here over the summer is awesome, unless I am with friends. This summer is our family reunion which means we are going to TN and not be in Georgia all summer and anyways if we are, I'll just have to hang out with you peeps.

22.) This list is taking longer than I expected. I am sort of watching the Superbowl, but not really. I'll see who wins and be super happy if its the steelers! Even though I'm not really rooting for anyone. So I guess this goes to football and the Superbowl. My dad is a sports freak. Almost ever Friday we go to basketball/football games, depends which season it is. So you should ask if I am going to so-and-so game so I can ask him, and make him want to go! I sit and observe, but football is my favorite I must say. The Superbowl is always fun. I always have a front row seat in my house! Even if I don't watch it but listen to it. Go steelers! I guess.

23.) My memory can be the suckiest ( my word) memory ever or the greatest one of all time. So I can remember things for my friends, sometimes. But I don't remember the things I need to until like the day/night of. Yeah, it can be a pain. I don't like my memory at times but then at times when I remember every little thing it is awesome!

24.) Nicknames. Since I don't like Janna, I love nicknames. Especially if you make me one. But I love making other people nicknames as well. It's fun and anything is better than Janna 'cept for when Ryan was calling me attitude. That was just annoying. I'd love if you make me a nickname and I've made a nickname up for most of my friends. Most of them I hardly use but I will start to. I just have to remember, see my memory.

25.) So the last thing! But it is not least of all. This is all for my baby niece. Whose name I do not know, nobody does I don't think. But she will be my life once she comes. Janna can't spoil her with gifts but I sure can with love <3. I've never been an aunt before but I like taking care of kids. I have to do it sometimes at church. But that little girl will be the best thing in my life. & She may have a whole different family I just want to be apart of her life, too.

So this is my twenty five things, and I put all of my feelings in them.